We are tempted to be “Christians” who want to “see” manifestations of the Holy Spirit. And we can become addicted to a sensual(from senses) religiosity. We want to “feel” something when we worship, see a “glow” in our ministers, want to experience miraculous healings in our churches.
But we are called to a different kind of relationship with God. One not driven by our feelings, but grounded in faith. He is trustworthy, and if we believe in Him, and we must, He will give us life.